Late night ramblings

It's 3am... 

SVTs doing its thang.... 

Night Nurse just gave me meds (my dearest Shania) she helped me get set up at my craft table, knowing I probably will only last about an hour tops maybe & 

will get me up & move me to the chair of my choice.

 I'm reflecting on how faithful God is in our life, my life. 

Here we are a week & a half until Shania graduates H.S..

 She bought her own formal gown for her graduation&ashes looks AMAZING in it! 

I would love to post a front view but want to save the surprise until the night of the ceremony. =) 

 my dear Mother and Kelsey went with her to pick it up last night. 

I'm amazed how the Lord is helping me not to fall into a feel sorry for myself routine over not being there for the whole process. 6 years ago my world would of fallen apart & everyone would of heard about it, for real. 

But God has and is teaching me so much these past five years on this journey. 

It's actually the EXACT phrase/title I wrote in a journal some few years back, 

as the theme of a mid-year AFHE Conf where Linda Crosby was the guest speaker.

 "Trust God to fill in the gaps" I might be off in exact wording now that I think about it but.. 

That's what I've been learning. 

Trust!

 Lean!

 Release!

 Believe! 

And here we are, graduation time WITH HONORS,

 and I couldn't tell you hardly a single thing or reason on earth it happened. 

But I can tell you a HEAVENLY one. GOD FILLED IN THE GAP! 

Just like He promised. 

Wow.. Sat down here feeling a bit worn down...

 Now my heart is truly over flowing with thanksgiving & praise to my JESUS!! 

Don't deserve a single bit of this life,

 but He is helping me to live the journey He has lovingly placed me on.

 No mistake about it. 

And as I sat here to write, JESUS has started bringing me out of the SVT's!!! 

I love You JESUS! 

I'm going to post a video that is old but so rich & encouraging. If you want to be blessed, take a listen!